I'm baaaaaaaaack!

I’ve missed you guys. I’ve missed feeling like I had a spiritual family, some of whom I’ve never met, that I could always open my heart to and feel safe.

This last year and a half was rough. I lost myself in a way I never thought was possible. I don’t know why. Outside sources made me feel weak and disconnected from my soul. My third eye keeps showing me two hands trying their damndest to break a tree branch, coming close but only bending it before it violently swings back up. I guess that’s where I’ve been in the time that I haven’t really been “here.” I’ve just been bending, swinging back up and refusing to break.

There isn’t a set person or thing that made me this way. I was just struggling. It was hard. My job was difficult. My personal life was non existent. My loved ones kept dying and I couldn’t hear spirit as loudly anymore. Everything I thought I knew about myself, my resilience and my positivity, seemed like a lie.

I’ve just been getting beaten down by the ocean but now I am polished and feel like I’ve let go of all the sediment that wasn’t actually part of me. I can’t say that it won’t happen again. Depression is funny like that. Just when you think that it’s completely left, it can just as easily grab a hold of your ankle and rip you back down into the dark. We must always continue to crawl our way out. Sometimes that means just waking up on time and greeting the day with a sigh and an “Okay, I’m here again.” Other times it packs a punch with a “You will not get the best of me.” Either way, we let the day that’s ended truly end and start again tomorrow.

I have a lot of goals this year and I want you to know I’m hustling to make them happen. I’m still working to bring myself peace of mind and peace of heart. I’m still going to work my hardest to help you find your peace too. After all, that’s what I’m here for. That’s what we’re here for. We’re a spiritual family. Even if I have never met you or if our only connection is that you silently keep an eye through my social media, hopefully feeling inspired by my posts, then you are still family. You and I come from the same source and He made us family. So we’ve got to have each others backs.

In the meantime, keep checking back on this site or on social media. Reach out to me should you have a question about what I do or want suggestions of books to read to help you understand this life as I know it. I’m here. And, God, I am so happy that I am.

Thanks,

Megan