Goodbye and Gratitude 2020

This has been my work station since March. This is how I set up my crystals before each channeling and yes, that’s a mood ring on my little ring holder because mood rings are ~*super kewl*~ and I got it in Salem for my bachelorette party with my bridesmaids. I put my crystals on that ring dish when I’m done channeling.

This year was difficult for many. It made all of us reevaluate life. “Is this the job for me? Should I cut ties with that toxic friend? Why do I follow so many gossip sites? Am I addicted to drama? Why am I so afraid to speak up for myself? Am I happy? How can I be happier? Is there a Heaven? Do I believe in God or the afterlife?” These are uncomfortable questions and decisions to make but so crucial for your souls growth. Many of you focused on all of this this year. Amidst a global pandemic, injustice, wildfires, death, etc... you found time to ask yourself the important questions and get to know yourself better than any year before. You should be very proud.

Being given all the opportunities to channel guidance and comforting messages through this year has been a gift from spirit that we both get to experience in our own ways. I can honestly say there’s not been any other year in my life where I felt as fulfilled as I do today so I wanted to say thank you for your support, love and appreciation that you’ve given me this year.

A little over a year ago I sat in a therapists office, suicidal and depressed, filled with grief from so much loss and feeling as though I was so far from myself that I’d never find me again. I was lost and worried that my 9-5 was my symbolic casket that I’d never escape. One year can change so much within us for the better if we allow it to. Especially the hard years- these are the years that force the tough questions to find our authentic selves again. These are the years to reacquaint ourselves with what really matters.

Thank you for allowing me to be my authentic self. Thank you for feeling safe to be yours as well. It takes courage to do that confidently.

Happy New Year! I pray that 2021 shows us even more reasons to love ourselves, find gratitude in life and feel supported in every way. God bless! I love you ❤️